I never think of killing myself or performing a suicide but it would be nice to die... i know, i know.. crazy right... for a guy like me to think like that... lol... but that doesn't mean anything.. doesn't even mean i gave up on life or im a sadist who have no care of the world..... it simply means Im going to do everything i dream of and aim for in life without having to fear of failure nor death and relief me of any heartache to sacrifice whatever that is material... it's easing me off the burden and allowing me the courage to face life without any limitations... to challenge myself to the max and if possible, where no one else would dream of venturing.
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3.4.10
STRESS MANAGEMENT
I never think of killing myself or performing a suicide but it would be nice to die... i know, i know.. crazy right... for a guy like me to think like that... lol... but that doesn't mean anything.. doesn't even mean i gave up on life or im a sadist who have no care of the world..... it simply means Im going to do everything i dream of and aim for in life without having to fear of failure nor death and relief me of any heartache to sacrifice whatever that is material... it's easing me off the burden and allowing me the courage to face life without any limitations... to challenge myself to the max and if possible, where no one else would dream of venturing.19.6.09
Letting it off after a mth's hardwork
After a hard day's work, the crew decides to let it loose at the Karaoke station. I didn't sing as I was there just to meet up with them all and chat. but it was a great night with lots of laughter and crazy activity till wee hours in the morning :)
Choose your own songs and sing your heart out
The crew were having a great time that night
ShiJia giving me the victory dance
Edwina's having fun waiting for her turn
Kenneth is singing without the mic
Lily and I acting cute for the camera
Camwhoring with ShiJia
After a month working together, we felt like one big family
ShiJia spooking Rachael in the dark...
Lily is just so cute in every scene :P
Rachael admiring ShiJia's sweet voice
Much relax after couple of rounds
Releasing stress is a very important activity for production crews
Chye Yang giving the 5
ShiJia on 3
Rachael eating her 6 off
Lily's sucking on 6 too
Humming on 2 with ShiJia
Chye Yang and Lily shooting the 2
I just love this shot, I had to lie flat on the ground to capture this oneWhat can you tell me about this picture?
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2.11.08
Getting My Bike License
Finally..... Im getting my bike license... i've not got the chance to grab that license cause my family thinks that riding a bike is suicide... lol... well, i was given a chance to grab a car license and to drive a 2.2cc Nissan Laurel at the age of 17.... what do I have to complain?? rite?? anyways, ive always love to ride bikes cause i think its super cool... hahahaha....
I went for the 1 1/2 hr theory lesson.. it was like murder... gosh, my family was rite... getting that license is suicide... hahaha... anyways, i survived the world most boring session with the instructor trying to burn our brain juice with his lame jokes...
we were given a chance to test ride the bikes.. a little teaser of how the exam is going to be like.. im not so used to riding the bike slowly... cause i used to just speed off... hahaha... so just imagine the funny scene of me trying to balance the bike while getting it onto the ramp... and doing the figure 8 ...... anyways, im still waiting on my "L" license.... to be continue....
I went for the 1 1/2 hr theory lesson.. it was like murder... gosh, my family was rite... getting that license is suicide... hahaha... anyways, i survived the world most boring session with the instructor trying to burn our brain juice with his lame jokes...
we were given a chance to test ride the bikes.. a little teaser of how the exam is going to be like.. im not so used to riding the bike slowly... cause i used to just speed off... hahaha... so just imagine the funny scene of me trying to balance the bike while getting it onto the ramp... and doing the figure 8 ...... anyways, im still waiting on my "L" license.... to be continue....
30.9.08
Short Film Competition - Power and Grace
In Search of Life - Is my friend, King and I's 1st film production.. muahahaha.... u know what... mayb I should use that as my production house's name... "the king and I" muahahaha... anyways... we only have a short period of time to accomplish this short film to be submitted to the competition... there's no time to do any color grading nor ample time to get more actors in... most of which, shot me the 1st question "How much is the Payment?" lol... anyways... im Blessed to have so many Good friends who are willing to lend a hand in making this short film a success... I would like to express my gratitude and appreciation to the names below...
The actual shooting days we use was only 4days in actual... minus the days when the camera went hair-wire.. lol... cause i actually shot 5 - 6 times of the jumping off the wall scene due to the technical error from the camera... anyways... the editing was quite fast as we need to finish it up before end of this month to submit it... i learn a lot and not to forget, had a great time with my friends who helped out...
i will post the video soon... not too soon... bt soon enough... right after the winners are announced.. just in case they wanna disqualify me by saying that i've posted the video before... anyways.... i'll post it up on youtube to see how many hits i can get :P
im working on my 2nd project now... mainly targeting the social issue of today... targeted time "20Min" short film.. I will need more actors.. lots of supporting and features with dialogues... even the extras haf dialogues... please be inform, its still a project and i don't have the budget to pay any actors or crew yet... but if you are looking to grow with me and my friends... gain more experience in acting, shooting and producing a film... please leave me ur contact in the comment box for this log... :P ... be sure that the 2nd project will be a lot more professionally done as i'll have more production crew who are brilliant in this field....
standing on the 18th floor roof edge without any safety equipment.... well, actually we had wires... but we were so rush that we left it at home... my friend who was handling the camera had to be extra careful not to knock me with the camera which was attached to the tripod...
I had so much running scene in the film that i actually pulled my hamstring muscle due to the stress I place on them... gym, training for ransan and this film...
well, its an art film... so when i post it up... if you guys wana leave a comment.. pls add in with you own words what you understand bout the film... thanks...
our lovely talented musician.. Elaine Teoh
cute assistant camera - Esther Ng
emmm... speechless... The King... hehehe... by now u should know, he's my best buddy...
graceful actress - Charlene Tan
Fabulous Friend - Sam Poon
Vince is the only male on the far right and Mei Ling is the only gal with a bag...
Well, catch a glimpse of me lunging off the top of the roof... without any safety equipment... :S don't do this at home kids...
emmm.... still live to tell... muahahahaha.....
Written and produced
Bong Cheng Tzuu
(haiyo... appreciating myself - cannot meh)
Co-produced, Edited and Directed
Hii King Wu
Music
Elaine Teoh
Assistant Camera
Ester Ng Shu Yin
Cast
Charlene Tan Cui Zhi
Elaine Teoh
Ester Ng Shu Yin
Sam Poon Wei Kiat
Vince Hon
Yeo Mei Ling
DV camera - borrowed from
Silva and Adeq
Bong Cheng Tzuu
(haiyo... appreciating myself - cannot meh)
Co-produced, Edited and Directed
Hii King Wu
Music
Elaine Teoh
Assistant Camera
Ester Ng Shu Yin
Cast
Charlene Tan Cui Zhi
Elaine Teoh
Ester Ng Shu Yin
Sam Poon Wei Kiat
Vince Hon
Yeo Mei Ling
DV camera - borrowed from
Silva and Adeq
The actual shooting days we use was only 4days in actual... minus the days when the camera went hair-wire.. lol... cause i actually shot 5 - 6 times of the jumping off the wall scene due to the technical error from the camera... anyways... the editing was quite fast as we need to finish it up before end of this month to submit it... i learn a lot and not to forget, had a great time with my friends who helped out...
i will post the video soon... not too soon... bt soon enough... right after the winners are announced.. just in case they wanna disqualify me by saying that i've posted the video before... anyways.... i'll post it up on youtube to see how many hits i can get :P
im working on my 2nd project now... mainly targeting the social issue of today... targeted time "20Min" short film.. I will need more actors.. lots of supporting and features with dialogues... even the extras haf dialogues... please be inform, its still a project and i don't have the budget to pay any actors or crew yet... but if you are looking to grow with me and my friends... gain more experience in acting, shooting and producing a film... please leave me ur contact in the comment box for this log... :P ... be sure that the 2nd project will be a lot more professionally done as i'll have more production crew who are brilliant in this field....
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