STRESS MANAGEMENT

I never think of killing myself or performing a suicide but it would be nice to die... i know, i know.. crazy right... for a guy like me to think like that... lol... but that doesn't mean anything.. doesn't even mean i gave up on life or im a sadist who have no care of the world..... it simply means Im going to do everything i dream of and aim for in life without having to fear of failure nor death and relief me of any heartache to sacrifice whatever that is material... it's easing me off the burden and allowing me the courage to face life without any limitations... to challenge myself to the max and if possible, where no one else would dream of venturing.

Soul Searching

Sometimes I wonder who I am sometimes, and trying to figure out who i am the rest of the other times... spending hours trying to figure out what living is all about isn't an easy task.... to some it may b easy, but have you tried to look out of the box and out of the couch where you lay there telling yourself that is life? thinking deeper, further than your hand's reach and yet further than your eyes can even focus on the blurry images?

Ask yourself every morning

Why am I here?

for this is what I do... and I can tell you this, even if I've been asking myself many years now daily, I have yet found the answer..... what else are you asking for? but by doing this, you actually know yourself better even if you don't have a definite answer.......

Scene from UCSI Student film project

Serious Bleeding during the shoot in Malacca

OUCH!!

Living out of the unexpected

McFarlane's Concept of a Zodiac Cancer

If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have appreciate life. There was a time in life, when whatever I do, I do it for the sake of challenging myself to the max, neglecting the consequences even if its ruining my life. Throwing away everything asking for the end. If it's not for this life, I would not have so much experience to dwell in.

Spending my life, throwing away everything back then is really a big wake up call for me now.

Appreciate life, There is more to life than meets the eyes. You are the least unfortunate people in the world. At least, you don't have to go through what I went through.

Be Glad
Be happy
Be appreciative

Short Film Competition - Power and Grace

In Search of Life - Is my friend, King and I's 1st film production.. muahahaha.... u know what... mayb I should use that as my production house's name... "the king and I" muahahaha... anyways... we only have a short period of time to accomplish this short film to be submitted to the competition... there's no time to do any color grading nor ample time to get more actors in... most of which, shot me the 1st question "How much is the Payment?" lol... anyways... im Blessed to have so many Good friends who are willing to lend a hand in making this short film a success... I would like to express my gratitude and appreciation to the names below...

Written and produced
Bong Cheng Tzuu
(haiyo... appreciating myself - cannot meh)

Co-produced, Edited and Directed
Hii King Wu

Music
Elaine Teoh

Assistant Camera
Ester Ng Shu Yin

Cast
Charlene Tan Cui Zhi
Elaine Teoh
Ester Ng Shu Yin
Sam Poon Wei Kiat
Vince Hon
Yeo Mei Ling

DV camera - borrowed from
Silva and Adeq

The actual shooting days we use was only 4days in actual... minus the days when the camera went hair-wire.. lol... cause i actually shot 5 - 6 times of the jumping off the wall scene due to the technical error from the camera... anyways... the editing was quite fast as we need to finish it up before end of this month to submit it... i learn a lot and not to forget, had a great time with my friends who helped out...

i will post the video soon... not too soon... bt soon enough... right after the winners are announced.. just in case they wanna disqualify me by saying that i've posted the video before... anyways.... i'll post it up on youtube to see how many hits i can get :P

im working on my 2nd project now... mainly targeting the social issue of today... targeted time "20Min" short film.. I will need more actors.. lots of supporting and features with dialogues... even the extras haf dialogues... please be inform, its still a project and i don't have the budget to pay any actors or crew yet... but if you are looking to grow with me and my friends... gain more experience in acting, shooting and producing a film... please leave me ur contact in the comment box for this log... :P ... be sure that the 2nd project will be a lot more professionally done as i'll have more production crew who are brilliant in this field....

standing on the 18th floor roof edge without any safety equipment.... well, actually we had wires... but we were so rush that we left it at home... my friend who was handling the camera had to be extra careful not to knock me with the camera which was attached to the tripod...

I had so much running scene in the film that i actually pulled my hamstring muscle due to the stress I place on them... gym, training for ransan and this film...

well, its an art film... so when i post it up... if you guys wana leave a comment.. pls add in with you own words what you understand bout the film... thanks...

our lovely talented musician.. Elaine Teoh

cute assistant camera - Esther Ng

emmm... speechless... The King... hehehe... by now u should know, he's my best buddy...

graceful actress - Charlene Tan

Fabulous Friend - Sam Poon

Vince is the only male on the far right and Mei Ling is the only gal with a bag...

Well, catch a glimpse of me lunging off the top of the roof... without any safety equipment... :S don't do this at home kids...

emmm.... still live to tell... muahahahaha.....