Soul Searching

Sometimes I wonder who I am sometimes, and trying to figure out who i am the rest of the other times... spending hours trying to figure out what living is all about isn't an easy task.... to some it may b easy, but have you tried to look out of the box and out of the couch where you lay there telling yourself that is life? thinking deeper, further than your hand's reach and yet further than your eyes can even focus on the blurry images?

Ask yourself every morning

Why am I here?

for this is what I do... and I can tell you this, even if I've been asking myself many years now daily, I have yet found the answer..... what else are you asking for? but by doing this, you actually know yourself better even if you don't have a definite answer.......

Scene from UCSI Student film project

Wira Siswi.. Featuring .. myself..

Well, don't ask me where I got em but I just have em.. lol.. anyone who reads my blog.. or so happened to just pass by this blog of mine... Im going to introduced myself... Im an Actor.. and aspiring new actor... this here is my 1st movie and I just secured another role in a local drama.. Ill announced it once after I finishes my shooting with them next week.. :P Im a model as well... standing at 169cm.. im definitely not a catwalk model... mostly a photo shoot model and if you don't mind a shorty with a fit body to walk ur walk.. you can still look me up.. lol

anyways.. bout the movie.. im one of the villian.. cool eh... like every1 who knows me won't believe that I can pull this off as to them, im this nice, cheerful and playful big boy who is always nice to every1... (emm... not my own words ok... im not tat vain) anyways... you have to watch the movie to be the judge for yourselves.. Like wat Michael Cane said, a successful actor is an actor who has went through a great deal of sufferings and experiences... so.. needless to say.. I am not a rapist previously... but lets just say, im not a good boy either back then... :P But which one of you have no past... what matter most is the future.. and Im happy and Praise God for who I am now and for all the experiences He has chosen to let me go through. so yeah... bout the movie.. again... Im a robber cum rapist.. well, attempt rapist.. and ...... well.... go watch the movie

1st Premier
Astro Ria (104)
18 July 08 ( so happens to be my birthday..)
10:00pm

My 1st scene.. a dark path..

Here I am... my 1st murder... lol

A cheeky lustful look

And a front shot

The escape was short... Helmi the driver, Kaduk the frustrated attempt rapist at the back and Bong (tat's me) at the passenger seat..

Well, hmm.. here I am.. preparing myself to be beaten up... lol... sounded very casual when i said it :P

Oh, this is how i look in B/W.... lol.. does it look like me??

Another lustful look

and ... do i even haf to say anything here.... :)

oh oh... a gun in my face.. how should i look?

A war lost... now i have to back off from the rape session

Shocked and scared... my last scene from the movie "wiraSiswi"

Muahahahaha... i've got my name in the credits... hehehehe......