Friendship vs RM1

What is RM1 or maybe a couple of $$$ compared to a friendship?

A lot of people nowadays lost touch with why they are created for.. forgetting why great wars are won or and how battles are lost. Too much of us are indulge in the materialistic world we live in now.. care too much for that piece of paper with a half cut head printed all over it... sad to say... money is really important... even to me who is surviving with that pile i have now trying to make a difference in the film industry... just yesterday, i was hovering outside the camera store, thinking whether or not to buy that video camera... But I need it... Need it to shoot, to chase after a dream to help others who are not given a chance to have hope again... but If I buy it.... I'll have to survive on RM1 a day for the next couple of weeks till my checque clear.. or mayb another month... and if it prolongues... il have to start grazing the grass outside....

BUT HEY YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE.... IM GOING TO BUY THAT CAMERA CAUSE ITS MY DREAM, AND I DIE FOR IT!!

shhh.... don tell my family if ur reading this..lol.. cause i know they will not want to see me in starvation

...hahaha... anyways... even at this kinda situation... I'll never let money $$$ overlap friendship... because I know at the end of the day, when Im strip naked and burried 6 feet under, you are all I have apart from my family... in fact... I would want you sincere and honest friends to be a part of me... my family..

needless to say, Im disappointed by some friends for the past couple of weeks... and hey, Im ok.. Im still surviving.. I've been there, done that... Don't have to worry bout me ya... :P cheers

Human Masterclass

I think we have tons of seminars, masterclasses, and forums being thrown about... whether its free, $10, $25.... $2500 .....etc... most of which, teaches or trains you how to make money... more money... and even more money..... some motivational classes... and skill classes... but the major problem that we are facing now is not all bout money.... its about how to be a proper human... Its totally priceless!!! cause if you know how to be a human, everything will come your way... STOP IT!! forget about "Oh! If I'm too nice, they will take advantage of me!" or "If I don't fight back, they will think that I'm a wimp" and "An eye for and eye"... If every1 thinks like that, when will there be peace? When will there be total harmony.... don't take bout racism issues... we can't even live peacefully as human, why talk bout race?

Out of the blue, I took out my phone today and read my inbox and saved messages... I'm really disappointed by how people communicate...the poison in their every words in the msg... and yes... I save all the hurtful and depressing messages people sent me... as a reminder... "why nice people die faster!!" lol...anyways...I was hoping that these kinda messages will decrease over time... That Loren Bong live up to his name as 'The person who affect every1's life whom he's crosses path with"..lol..guess im losing the touch..Come on people... learn to love...

anyways, this is not going to stop me from being a nice person... but if one day, I am to turn into a devil... you will know why... muahahahaha......evil laugh.... Gosh... I tried to be nice... I come to you with a sincere heart... in hope to find friendship and family love.. always looking and observing as to not hurt you in any ways unconsciously.... nor with my words or actions... but for certain reasons... im not able to input Gods love into any1... maybe Im just not cut out for any of this....

Why do you have to send the message when you know its going to hurt some1? and right after that, you sent "Hope there is no hard feelings" or "I know this msg might make you unhappy"... Don't you all even use your brains when you want to do something? Why do you think God create humans with brains to think? its not just for show!! if you don't wanna use them, you might as well strip youselves naked and run into the forest and live like a baboon... I think even the baboon can co-exist harmoniously... better than us.... I have no problem with that... im born in the year of the monkey anyways... lol

But I thank God cause I'm also blessed with kind souls recently.....

Thanks Kerryn, you are a very good friend indeed.. I think you are one of the few Im able to pour out my thoughts and still sit still and listen without yawning... lol

Thanks Conny, for offering a handy hand if ever Im in need...

Thanks Elaine, for being truthful to me, helping me in time of need and working together to fulfill our same dream-act for the sake and love of art...

Thanks Sam, for being a close friend whose is always there when im in need...

Thanks Jerold, for reading my blog :P and an understanding friend...

Thanks Wywn, for being such an angel and caring friend even when we have never met..

Emmm... hey... its kinda late now.. and i've very little sleep recently... lol... so If I missed out any of u... please don be mad... if I remember, i'l update this log... lol

please, all I'm asking from all of you is to be a Human!! It's not that hard.. If you try