A warm experience

I've always enjoy family members company and Im so glad that i could catch up with my brother who came down for a business trip.... but anyhow.. i'll be flying home soon and I'll get to see every1... yeah.... I miss you all...

my brother making the order at tim sum stall

overly charged drinks...lol

ONE in a MILLION audition.....

GOSH!! i din know when they mention "One in a Million" there really are a million contestant participating... lol... I wanted to join in the fun but my brother came down from Borneo and so I accompanied him... I believe family, Love and friends come 1st... nothing like spending time with them.... anyways... after I walked my brother to the KL Sentral, I went back to Time Square... I was walking pass the audition hall... and it was empty.. thinking that I was a wee bit too lucky cause no one was there.... but the staff told me that its the last audition hall... i have to walk further to the 1st round draft... lol... so I walk.... and "wah!..... Wah!!... WAh!!!... WAH!!!!!!!" what can I say, check out the pic below..... lol

one in a million... gosh, every1 wana haf a shot to fame... they were ppl camping there, eating there, squating, lying, gazing, u name it... from old to young and back to old again... hahaha... and you can see all sorta ppl lining up just to give it a shot.... and so... I left cause I know.. its near to impossible to wait...

Kind soul in the Heart of KL

PRAISE THE LORD for there is still kind soul in the big cities. AND I would love to PRAY for these KIND SOUL for the good deeds that they have done...

1st of all, I would love to pray for KAK LELA, whom I met during a shoot for the 8tv program "Kan Cheong Kithen" she treated me like a little brother and is very supportive. She even topup my digi credits cause she knows that im striving to survive.

2nd, a Malay gal who works in one of the stores in One Utama, I was waiting for the bus out in the open and suddenly, it starts to drizzle.. the malay gal offered me shelter under her umbrella. not long after, her bus came. She wanted to give me her umbrella but i declined. to think of her giving her umbrella to a total stranger.. GOD's LOVE is AT WORK..... sad to say, I regretted to ask for her name :(

3rd, a Malay guy at the petrol station called out from the opposite pump.. I was ignoring him cause I think no one would be calling out to me... I did my own things and suddenly, he walked right up to me and told me that there are still credits left on his pump and asked me to fill up my tank... again, I was taken aback till iv forgotten to ask for his name.... God's love is at work yet again....

and a nice girl, Kerryn... im really thankful of her cause she has offered her help numerous times when im in need... (y she is not graded?? cause she is beyond grading) :P

and a very thoughtful restaurant at kelana jaya.... its actually a buddhist vegetarian restaurant offering RM2 per meal (3 dishes and rice and free drink) in times of need. Eating has become really expensive nowadays in KL and for those who just burst into the society, its quite hard on them to eat at RM5.50 per meal, RM1.00 per drink... so God's Love is yet again portrayed in humanity...

and there are so many.... so many goodwill portrayed in humanity withing a very ignorant society.... but hey.... you see the Muslims r doing it, and the Buddhist too... and i believe a lot of other religious followers are doing it.... Where do we Christians stand? We, of all the people, spread God's Love with every word in the bible... what have we done for our neighbors and fellow mankind lately? have we ask how they are sincerely without a motive? have we offered our help to them without them asking for it? have we smile to them without wanting something in return? have we made friends with them without thinking about gaining something in return? HAVE WE SHOWER HUMANITY WITH JESUS LOVE?

(ps.. Kerryn, you are one of a kind and i believe a lot of Christians have to learn from you - stay strong and don't give up or give in to the world no matter how cruel it is. I know I've not!!)

Human Masterclass

I think we have tons of seminars, masterclasses, and forums being thrown about... whether its free, $10, $25.... $2500 .....etc... most of which, teaches or trains you how to make money... more money... and even more money..... some motivational classes... and skill classes... but the major problem that we are facing now is not all bout money.... its about how to be a proper human... Its totally priceless!!! cause if you know how to be a human, everything will come your way... STOP IT!! forget about "Oh! If I'm too nice, they will take advantage of me!" or "If I don't fight back, they will think that I'm a wimp" and "An eye for and eye"... If every1 thinks like that, when will there be peace? When will there be total harmony.... don't take bout racism issues... we can't even live peacefully as human, why talk bout race?

Out of the blue, I took out my phone today and read my inbox and saved messages... I'm really disappointed by how people communicate...the poison in their every words in the msg... and yes... I save all the hurtful and depressing messages people sent me... as a reminder... "why nice people die faster!!" lol...anyways...I was hoping that these kinda messages will decrease over time... That Loren Bong live up to his name as 'The person who affect every1's life whom he's crosses path with"..lol..guess im losing the touch..Come on people... learn to love...

anyways, this is not going to stop me from being a nice person... but if one day, I am to turn into a devil... you will know why... muahahahaha......evil laugh.... Gosh... I tried to be nice... I come to you with a sincere heart... in hope to find friendship and family love.. always looking and observing as to not hurt you in any ways unconsciously.... nor with my words or actions... but for certain reasons... im not able to input Gods love into any1... maybe Im just not cut out for any of this....

Why do you have to send the message when you know its going to hurt some1? and right after that, you sent "Hope there is no hard feelings" or "I know this msg might make you unhappy"... Don't you all even use your brains when you want to do something? Why do you think God create humans with brains to think? its not just for show!! if you don't wanna use them, you might as well strip youselves naked and run into the forest and live like a baboon... I think even the baboon can co-exist harmoniously... better than us.... I have no problem with that... im born in the year of the monkey anyways... lol

But I thank God cause I'm also blessed with kind souls recently.....

Thanks Kerryn, you are a very good friend indeed.. I think you are one of the few Im able to pour out my thoughts and still sit still and listen without yawning... lol

Thanks Conny, for offering a handy hand if ever Im in need...

Thanks Elaine, for being truthful to me, helping me in time of need and working together to fulfill our same dream-act for the sake and love of art...

Thanks Sam, for being a close friend whose is always there when im in need...

Thanks Jerold, for reading my blog :P and an understanding friend...

Thanks Wywn, for being such an angel and caring friend even when we have never met..

Emmm... hey... its kinda late now.. and i've very little sleep recently... lol... so If I missed out any of u... please don be mad... if I remember, i'l update this log... lol

please, all I'm asking from all of you is to be a Human!! It's not that hard.. If you try