A very tempting offer

Just today, I've been offered a very tempting offer.. to stop torturing myself, putting myself in all these hardship and fly home, get a stable job, settle down and who knows, find a girlfriend, get married, have kids, buy a house and live till old age in a subtle way.....

But... BUT.... BUT.... wait... I don't treat all these sacrifices as a torture on myself.. nor are they consider useless hardship... if I give up now, I will be lifeless.. and a selfish person. I have so many people looking up to me for motivation and inspiration. Im their role model. If I give up now, what would happen to them? the faith I've been preaching, the goal I've been pushing them to achieve... The Dream... YES! the DREAM I've always chase after, the DREAM I've motivated others to walk towards...

YES! I've to live moderately for the past week cause a colleague of mine has been hogging the jobs for himself after he was place in charge so he can have all the money to himself. YES! I've almost fainted because I've only left RM8 in my pocket and I've to live with 1 slice of roti Chanai a day for 3 days, YES! I've to work non-stop without sleep for 3 days cause I need the extra cash.. YES! I've push myself pass my limits because I was racialy discriminated and kick out of a film due to my race which caused me to have a metal spring pierced into my knee during a practice which they purposely threw at me to make me give up, YES! I've to walk 1hr in the dark during the wee hours in the morning to catch the train down to a shoot in KL for couple of days straight, YES! I've to live on bread alone for a whole month because I was very tight on my budget to support myself to be an actor..... YES! YES! YES!.... but its all worth it.. who says the path to success is easy and straight... Im willing to die for my dream......

A life without a dream is a life without a soul

The Actor
BONG

2008 - One Ends the Other Begins - 2009

A fresh NEW START is what im looking at every single day.. but what sets a milestone is when the changing of a new calender and every1 starts to write 010108 still.... hahaha.... isnt that fun.. :P but I bet, this year... 9th September 2009 will be the target of every soon to be wed couples... but I wonder.. will I be able to be with my soulmate on that ultimately special night... to celebrate a Romantic Night out... :P well, if you miss that chance.. you might have to wait on the next one.. which is 9th September 2099 but bare in mind... its 4 9's.... die long long long... muahahaha....

Well, eventhough its a whole new year... apart from throwing away my calender..... that's just bout it... hahaha... Im still as busy as ever... and Im loving it... Last year is a great year.. I've learn a lot and saw tons... and definitely a milestone in my life... from Loren Bong to Bong Cheng Tzuu.... hahaha.. if you have not notice.. I'm not using my English name in my (Screen Title) cause I think, My Chinese Name is really Unique... Thanks Dad... :P yeah... from one of the boys who squat on your backyard eating Nasi Katok, Im now a public figure... Not a superstar yet... but ... getting there :P hopefully, with all your support and my Love for you all...

Im still writing on my 2nd script... going to finish up soon.... and im actually having ideas on my 3rd script too...hahaha... Praise the Lord that He bless me with tons of stories to tell... and
Thank Jesus for giving me the opportunity to live through all that I've gone through... making me who I am now.. Thanks You JESUS!

Last But not least.... I hope we can erase any misunderstanding in the previous year... and lets start a whole new misunderstanding this year... hahahaha.... chao...

Oh ya... just my luck, i have a casting today.. and i was lazy to ride my bike to the location, and Praise the Lord that I didn't cause I would have end up lost in KL... lol... Thank you Jesus for Your Blessings

the backflip

ouch...ouch....and arrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhh is a common sound when you try to learn a backflip alone without a coach or proper guide... iv done a backflip before... like 10 yrs or more.. cant remember.. bt only once.. and never did it ever again as i believe that martial art is all bout practicalism... not fancy moves and moved into grounded moves... and never touched it... but due to the next film im going to be involved in (Ransan), i need to learn how to do a proper backflip.. and fast..... and well, its not like im complaining or wat but.. hey Komeng, if u keep on bragging bout how good u are and how great a coach you are... how come you are not coaching properly by giving good proper advices to me, the one and only chinese in the film... :S oh.. is it cause im a chinese? lol... oh well, wouldn't wanna say so much.. just in case the ISA is up my ass like the Teresa kok case... wrote a polite letter asking the mosque to lover down the volume just a little so the rest of the other race could get a little more sleep... and she was arrested by the ISA which was formed to protect the country... MALAYSIA... not MALAYsia.... anyways.... not going there.... DANGEROUS!!!!

so anyways.... just a day practice and I've got...
neck pull
shoulder pull
elbow pain
knee pain
headache.... due to the many lands on my head and face... lol
and bleeding knee cause I was usin a mattress.. i landed hard and the spring pierce into my skin... only notice when i found a patch of blood on the mattress .... lol

i took off my knee support... and well.. haf to stop the blood by pressing on the wound...

not easy...... not easy....

if you are so damn great a mentor... give me the proper guide... gosh... some ppl only know how to brag...

Colorful Chinese New Year

As of tradition... and I mean CHINESE TRADITIONS.... which has been around for thousands of years... we burn firecracker to drive evil spirits away... I mean... Im a christian but... its just a tradition.. and not even a religion.... and If the government wants to abolish this ancient Chinese Tradition in malaysia due to the rising rate of accidents due to fire cracker... please study properly, most of the accidents are cause by "Meriam Buluh" Bamboo canon which is not use by the chinese community... so don't put the blame on The Chinese community due to the lack of knowledge of some community in using the explosive technology. and the more you ban the activity, the more people would wanna be involve in it.....

The Beginning of the fiery dance... I was still busy snappin shots when it all started.. I had to flee just so it doesn't hit my lense..

the after effects.. a ring?

a floating ring...

and .. hey.. how long is it going to last.... :P