Be TRUE to the INDUSTRY

Its kinda sad that for the past couple of days, I met a lot of people who treat the acting industry as a one way ticket to stardom.. People approach me thinking that I can bring them into the industry... thats it... Thats is all that run down their brain... nothing more but just how I can give them contacts and get them jobs :(

there is this guy who only make friends with people in the industry when we are in a group. Once he knows that I ain't giving him what he wants, he moves on to another actor or artist and try to make conversation... unsinceriety ain't getting you no where...

Stop polluting the industry with your dirty thoughts. Come right at it with the right mind and you will definitely make it into the industry.. If you go right at it with the intention of just the money... sorry ppl, it ain't the best place to earn the dough... and if ur in it for the glamour... wake up people, if you don't work hard, u think its like school exam where you can cheat ur way up.. ur not Maya ok... u might wana consider going for plastic surgery and try to be in the idol class... but how long do u think u can last up there?

If you ask me.. I've to really sacrifice a lot of thing to be in the industry.. to keep myself in the field.. are you willing to make the sacrifice?

Apr 2008 - Feb 2009

Not even a year have past and i've change so much.. just look at the pictures above :P

A very tempting offer

Just today, I've been offered a very tempting offer.. to stop torturing myself, putting myself in all these hardship and fly home, get a stable job, settle down and who knows, find a girlfriend, get married, have kids, buy a house and live till old age in a subtle way.....

But... BUT.... BUT.... wait... I don't treat all these sacrifices as a torture on myself.. nor are they consider useless hardship... if I give up now, I will be lifeless.. and a selfish person. I have so many people looking up to me for motivation and inspiration. Im their role model. If I give up now, what would happen to them? the faith I've been preaching, the goal I've been pushing them to achieve... The Dream... YES! the DREAM I've always chase after, the DREAM I've motivated others to walk towards...

YES! I've to live moderately for the past week cause a colleague of mine has been hogging the jobs for himself after he was place in charge so he can have all the money to himself. YES! I've almost fainted because I've only left RM8 in my pocket and I've to live with 1 slice of roti Chanai a day for 3 days, YES! I've to work non-stop without sleep for 3 days cause I need the extra cash.. YES! I've push myself pass my limits because I was racialy discriminated and kick out of a film due to my race which caused me to have a metal spring pierced into my knee during a practice which they purposely threw at me to make me give up, YES! I've to walk 1hr in the dark during the wee hours in the morning to catch the train down to a shoot in KL for couple of days straight, YES! I've to live on bread alone for a whole month because I was very tight on my budget to support myself to be an actor..... YES! YES! YES!.... but its all worth it.. who says the path to success is easy and straight... Im willing to die for my dream......

A life without a dream is a life without a soul

The Actor
BONG

feeling a little blue... a little lonely... and in need of love...

Its been a while since I last had a relationship... in fact.. almost coming to a year... in couple of mths more... not going to talk bout my last relationship... cause nothing left to talk bout... i've always been a forward looking person.. every relationship starts afresh and I don't wanna taint my new relationship with the past..

As to why I stayed single up till now..?? cause I wanna find someone I can have a long relationship with.. some1 who is not fooling around.. Im tired of relationship hops.. and don't wanna feel the heartache of having to feel how the gals going to feel during the break-ups... Love is not bout hurt... and of course... my hectic schedule forbits me from even thinking of having any at the moment.. i've to consider how my other half going to feel if i've no time to spend with her... cause to me Love is very spiritual... I'l stay single for now... mayb for a long while... lol.

SS2 Famous assam Laksa

i've only been here for the 2nd time and all have changed.. the last time I went with a friend was few months back.. back then, you don't have to take any number... emm... or did we?? cant remember.. bt I don't remember getting any numbers... lol... there are 2 stalls here in SS2.. i've never tried the other one but this shop is usually fully packed.. and its next to the drain... lol.. mayb thats y it taste a lot better... muahahaha....

well, the last time I tried the small portion.. I couldn't even see the fish... and din really liked it... bt I think im kinda weird... or mayb I was really hungry after my gym session... (after half n hour) and I really wanna find a place to sit down to have my dinner... so after surveying.. finally, I decide to sit down at the same stall and give it another shot... I ordered the big portion this time...

PRICE list
Small : RM3:80
Big : RM 4:20
Extra Fish : RM 1:20

When the food came, I would advice you all to order the big portion... cause there is a big piece of fish... and fish is our daily protein necessity .... so ... go for the big portion.... and you won't need a tv here... the drama is much more exciting than the ones u get in the black box... lol... you can hear lots of shoutings, screamings, swearings, and the chef even told me that I can pick any of his stools to whack his staff who forgot about my assam laksa.. lol ... seriously, the drama here are much more intense than any dramas...

the food is serve hot, bt its not very spicy... well, iv a spicy tongue.. so... be prepared if ur not a spicy lover.. the taste is brilliant and the noodle they use are soft and smooth, the soup is marvelous.. bt.. lack on the sour bit... overall....****

looks more like a chip from the casino..lol

Look at the stall... I overheard.. halfway through... they were calling their supplier for fish..

look at the pack tables... and the guys tryin to give me a thumbs up.. lol.. i think.. the gal in black actually thought that Im a tourist and helped me to get the order.. :P

The chef in action...

The Famous SS2 Assam Laksa